My Bday @ 2009

Today is my Bday...Happi Bday to Me...I wanna thanks all my Frenz, Colleagues, my Dear Dear and my Papa n Mama who has spent the time n their bday wishes n bday gifts which has given me...1 of my colleage Andrea daughter, Cheryl who has draw n make a bday card and a bday gift which is the disney princess & note book for me, thanks u veri much i like it alot n veri touch coz just like my sister Lilun who used to give me diary book n draw a card for my bday... Hmmmm tomolo going to Kbox sing K n dinner buffet with my colleagues Andrea n May Bong...Also, me n dear dear has just apply for HDB Flat BTO @ The Nautilus @ Punggol, 4 room, hope we r selected this time...hmmmm need to stop here will update my blog again...need to do someting tata...

The Days Will Never Be The Same

These Few Days alot of things tend to happen...the life is getting more complicated and tough...But still have to go on with our life...Alot of people around the world r jobless n same to my surround people who i know...Hopefulli the days will b fine as days gone by..
As for me, i reali dunno myself, i feel so helpless sometimes, n talk about my relationship, he been veri cold to me, he never tink of my feelings n just throw his anger on me..how to talk our problems out like that i reali dunno...Can we reali able to get married i reali dunno, am so confused and complicated heart, God Pls Guide me along my way...A few days before i fall down and hurt my kness.. but he just dun seen to call n give me a concern or ask me how is my leg is it okie, i feel veri sad at tat time as he never even bother to show concern to me...I did think of Giving up tis relationship coz i feel veri tired to withhold on my own n he just take it easy and think for himself...He has shattered my wedding dreams and hopes...Wat shall i do now? I reali wanna b the usual LIQI of wat i am..she feel happi n freedom with no worries.. wat happen to the LIQI now... full of stress n worries ...
Anyway, Let it be fate ba...i reali dun wish to bother so much as my heart has die...No energy to bother much...okie ba gtg for lunch will update again..